Life and Continuity: 45 Years of Diary Writing ; New perspectives on Diary's Re-reading

45 Years of Diary Writing ; New perspectives on Diary's Re-reading 
I opened the pack of diaries in the plastic bag stiring all
my diaries from March 1964.

Life has a strange view of looking at you as a culprit. It
holds you responsible for the missed opportunities in life, these increase with age.
It also judges you on the basis of your responses to
offers of friendships, networking, and becoming a leader of men.
I have committed many blunders, in this regard. I never
met CMD, as I was appointed th CC of NIDC.
I never talked to my colleagues, or team members, and least of all to my department ream.
This failure of communication was the cause of my professional disaster in life.
I was proud of my intelligence, thought everyone wanted to see me to get ideas.